Wishful thinking
There's no point in leaving the light on for you
It was your choice to wander too far
And the way home became unknown to you
No use in waiting around
I'm not a star to guide you
Or to meet you at daybreak
When all this time, your love was fake
Gave me too many words to trust
But this love-making seems to come out of lust
Afterwards lying awake and thinking
If this was just a game I've been playing
Can't play blind to your faults no more
Damn this time I've wasted on the wrong people
But I'm standing where I used to stand before
Giving someone my all, leaving myself empty
I guess I fell in love with someone who won't love me
Just because I hadn't loved someone who loved me first
Took forever to cut myself free
And double-locking what once used to be a heart
I thought that I could reach you
I thought that maybe you cared
But you ended up doing what you said you'd never do
I guess I've never really thought this f*ckery through
What's the use of you being spiteful
When there's no audience to perform for
No approval to seek and no admiration to attain?
What's the use of me being stoic
When there's no role for me to play
No one to convince and no one for whom I can stay?
Don't call when you'll know no one gives a f*ck
When no one will want to know you from the outside
When no one will want to make you feel on the inside
When you finally run out of luck
You destroyed my heart
Asked myself "how could you?"
But then again what, what's the use in praying?
There's no use for it
For someone to send me back my love, is there?
No use in waiting around
I'm not a night light expecting you home
Tore my haggard hopes and dreams apart
You destroyed my heart