A Life Denied Video (MV)

(And I can never know why)
I lived it all wanting to be whole
The pull is so real
I'm sitting waiting for the time you know
Breaking out to see the world you know
And I wonder if you're there at all
Don't really wanna lose it all
What took so long
To let me go
That I'll never know
And I ran
I never wanted to fall
I drove myself through the tunnel, I never wanted to go
And I walked down the aisle you never wanted to show
I was caught in the middle and now I gotta go
If only you could see that I've been waiting
If only you could see that I've been waiting years for you
Your body cried and I answered your call
The time, it stood still
Why did it feel so right you know
We were fusing in my mind you know
And I wonder if I am there at all
I never wanted you to feel this wrong
Whatever happened so fast
It threw me out of the show
And I'll never know
And I ran
I never wanted to fall
I drove myself through the tunnel, I never wanted to go
And I never ever wanted you to bail and let go
You bet I didn't give up but now you gotta go
If only you could see that I've been waiting
If only you could see that I've been waiting years for you
And I can never be without a horizon
And I can never be another man without her song
Carry on
Carry on
Carry on
Now you need to carry on
Now you need to carry on
With all the mess now
Don't want your mess now
If only you could see that I've been waiting
If only you could see that I've been waiting years for you
And I can never be without a horizon
And I can never be another man without her song
Should've helped me see
You wanted to be free
Should've helped me see
You don't want it to be me
Should've helped me see
I am nothing that you need
Should've helped me see
I was blinded by my seed