A'lia the Don - Awakening Lyrics

I know, gotta let go
And I see, not what I need
I know, it's getting different for me, life's switching up the frames
Moving kinda cautious, cause everybody say they down but really ain't down where they claim
See it's all good till you realize your worth and you realize that they stuck on hurt
And they just need some work
But you can't judge, cause you ain't perfect so you show love
And I know this to be true I don't need you, really all that I need is my father
And if he sees me through, then I know that I'll do everything I can with no bothers
See I'm almost not sure if I should endure all this pain just to go back
But it's real selfish to be talented like me and choose just not to give back
I know, gotta let go
And I see, not what I need
I know, I've always been the type to, keep my feelings down inside
See I don't seek conflict so through my subconscious instead of speaking my pain I'd hide
Play it off as shy, but really I'm guarded trying to protect what's left of broken-hearted
Wounds so deep but as cuts they started, so I move slow to avoid more yardage
Would never tell a soul, but here I go, letting y'all into the parts I've curled
But it's the only way, that I get to say, how I get through in this dark, cold world
And my only hope, if I'm being honest, if I speak my truth then you'll speak yours too
And I'm not here to preach, I'm just here to teach and tell the youth all that I've been through
I know, gotta let go
And I see, not what I need