Alibi - Hiding Lyrics

I don't go out nah I'd rather just hide
I know it seems dark up in my mind
But it's only just dim compared to outside
I been staying up like every f*cking night
I been reaching up to where I can't die
I been clinging on to every single rhyme
I been leaving off the lights cause I don't like it bright
I ain't in control, I'm only here for the ride

Yeah you pulled the rug from under my feet
So I been walking on stone for the past few weeks
Think I need a mop for all these tears I've weeped
I've tried to escape but it's out of my reach
Out of this quicksand I try and f*cking leap
But it just pulls me in more and more deep
So I let myself sink, already up to my knees
At least when I'm all the way I won't see

I've been keeping my distance, staying on the low
The world could have ended for all that I know
There could be a war outside of my hole
Got no ores but I'm still trying to row
While plugging the hole that's in my boat
It's up to me to change shit, I know
But I'm scared of the world and I'm scared of the now
So I hide a way, throw the keys in the nil

I don't go out nah I'd rather just hide
I know it seems dark up in my mind
But it's only just dim compared to outside
I been staying up like every f*cking night
I been reaching up to where I can't die
I been clinging on to every single rhyme
I been leaving off the lights cause I don't like it bright
I ain't in control, I'm only here for the ride