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Feel like am stuck here but didn't give the attitude and no one cared
If I sure still do when will I break out yeah yeah
I've held the grudge for ages almost took my breath for a rapist
I hate this yo am saying as am done faking cause it aching
Lifting hands singing prasies but bleed on daily basis
Mum hates me dad detests me, couldn't speak up cause I was a teen
Been wondering what the worse that could happened bro
Took a couple of pills hoping each day will just pass and go
If I got the slightest idea how this cross will pass and go
Would step up step up to live the life I got on hold
But it didnt pass it sure did last always hoped death would come fast
Was told get a life cause you got no life you all taught
I liked it what they decide I sure pick a fight
But didn't solve the plight lived a life of lies
Yeah dust did rise but I went on
Cause I got nothing to loose
Feel like in a cage as dice
Funny how time flys but still messing with my heart
And I didn't have the gut to share, it eating me inside
Please save me, I need saving
Troubles arising as the sun rising victim obliging life is still riding
Bodies defying anger in flying tears in our eyes, the hurt am facing yo
You can no Gauge it
Went through the lesson, stuck in the fences
Needed defending, but all just destesting yeah sure am empty
I need a saving, crucify rapist this mah judgement to end ma hating. no