Aliyah Bean - Pop'd Star Lyrics

Would you rather I live my life on fire
Or that I do HRT?
You had to get to know me
You had to get to know me
Never mind that you known me all your life
You tell a different story
You tell a different story

Listen, might not wanna see you right now
You send love and support
Haha, is that a joke?
Like God wants me to broken
Yeah that sea did part for me
Now they aim ARs at me
At the thing in my heart
The beat, the beat
Yeah, you right cuz
This aint right for me
All this violence
It's laid out for me
I made my bed
So will you come hang out with me?
It's an op ed
On why love always wins
Off with my head
Soak up their sin
With my flatbread
I'm choking, that's my bad

Am I doing the right thing? God, it sure feels like it (God)
I was out of my brain, I didn't feel right (right)
Had to dissociate on thirty pills, right (what?)
Monster in the mirror
Follows me at night
They say suicide rate's high on this side (don't!)
They don't do me right

They look right through me like
Already knew me
I know they need this light, God

(Well, well, well...)

It's not about being prettier than me
Show me what you see, my little bean
I'm finding the truth now
And feeling happy
Say it just to be
Say it just to be
Say it just to be seen

I say it just to be way adjusted to bae, I'm in love
But we get way off topic then rage in public
And we break the trust when you say I'm busted, oof
That's where I lost you
It's hard to process not saying I love you
But we can draw new cards
And nox the guards that keep our hearts at arms length

And when we lock our eyes
The rockstar vibes
Make us like half as light
Like I have this life
So you can have it
It's a pop'd star, made gravity like half as light
Like I need this light
So let me have it
Say it just to feel seen
Say it just to feel seen
Say it just to get way adjusted today I'm up
But we get way off topic

It's not about being better than me
Show me what you see, my little bean (little bean)
I'm finding the truth now
And feeling happy
Say it just to feel
Say it just to feel
Say it just to feel seen

I say it just to get way up, but does my bae have love?
We get way off topic, then rage in public
And we break the trust when you say I'm busted, oof
That's where I lost you
It's hard to process not saying I love you
But we can draw new cards
And nox the guards that keep us locked at arms length

And when we lock our eyes
The rockstar vibes
Make us like half as light
Like I have this life
So you can have it
It's a pop'd star, made gravity like half as light
Like I need this light
So let me have it
Say it just to be seen
Say it just to be seen
Say it just to get way adjusted to bae, I'm in love
But we get way off topic
Say it just to feel seen
Say it just to feel seen
Say it just to get way adjusted to bae, I'm in love
But we get way off topic

I love you
You're my best friend
That's forever then
You wanna fight
But tonight
You'll be back on my side