It isn't always "lights & glamour"
And one of these nights I won't remember
The way your hair smelled
The way your lips curled on mine
Mom told me, "times not for wasting"
So why the hell am I still here taking
All of these drugs
For all of these memories
Cause I'm not what you decided you wanted
I'll pop a couple more, lose control
While my fingers go numb
I'll be texting you, won't be long
And if you change your mind, I'll be waiting
But please forgive these lines on my skin
And I hope that you know
That I love you, I love you so