All American Chess Club - Libertine Lyrics

I'm dyin'
For something exciting
Push me over the edge
For the hunger, I fed
I'm falling
To the life of a libertine
Drawn to exhaustion
I'm tryna feel nothin'
'Cause nothin' ever feels right anymore

'Cause I'm hurting everyone that I love and I hate it
I f*cking hate it
Tongue tied telling everyone I'm okay but I fake it
I f*cking fake it
'Cause nothin' ever feels right anymore

I'm crawlin'
From the hole where I went to sleep
But then I kept digging
Out of fear for living
'Cause nothing ever feels right anymore

'Cause I'm hurting everyone that I love and I hate it
I f*cking hate it
Tongue tied telling everyone I'm okay but I fake it
I f*cking fake it
'Cause nothin' ever feels right anymore

I make
A lot of mistakes
Just to pretend
That I'm a-okay

I take
All that I can take
For my friends
My hideous compulsions