I'm looking down at this dead corpse
A gun in hand, a shell on the floor
Blood is draining from his head
My Mother runs in screaming
My Father stands there crying
My Brother stands in silence
Oh God what have I done?
I finally did it this time
Went to far Goddammit
I can never go back
Guess this is my fate
I just needed to escape
This was my only option
Now I'm letting go, of my, worthless life
I'm looking down at my own corpse
No beating heart, my skin is cold
I sense a tearing in my bones
Being pushed into the flames
I finally did it this time
Went to far Goddammit
I can never go back
Guess this is my fate
I just needed to escape
This was my only option
Now I'm saying goodbye to my
Now I wake up, in my bed
I got no bullet, in my head
I am alive
Not a trace, of how I bleed
The devil's lost, against his greed
I will survive
I didn't do it this time
Thank you God I live
And I promise this will never be my fate
Never be my fate