Allen Thomas - Iscariot (feat. Sha-Londa Tyler) Lyrics

Ahh
Sometimes
It feels like I'm all alone
And not even He can hear me
Man
Listen
It's crazy that I'm going to
Put these thoughts to parchment
Before I even thought it
He already knew just where my heart is
It's no surprise
That I've been walking in darkness
Full of pride inside
That was my accomplice
It wasn't intentional
Well, that's what I tell myself
Back and forth
My mental's a mess
And I can't help myself
I took the gifts
And used them to bless myself
Said I wouldn't do it again
Before I wrecked myself
But obviously, He knew I did it
Just can't accept I'll ever be forgiven
Inside I'm so conflicted
Struggling with repentance
Ahh
Forget it
There's no point in living
On a path to destruction
He called me friend when I wasn't
Why would He even care?
Why would He hear my prayer?
Before you said it
I heard your thoughts
Every intention
Sure was wrong
But it hurt my heart
Instead, you can still turn them down
Repent from regret and turn around
What you don't decline
You decide to let it keep living on
There's a deep fight going on
Inside within those walls
I never take delight when a sinner falls
My reply is I wish I could win them all
This could all end different
You can be forgiven
It's never too late
You can be saved
You don't have to do this
And end up like Judas
All you gotta do is say a prayer
Call my name and I'll be there
Oh
Oh
Mm