Allen Wolf - I Don't Want To Die Lyrics

I don't wanna die
I can't tell a lie
But baby if I die have it televised
This world should remember I
My niggas is terrified
Me and my
Mortal hesitations
This life is all I know
You niggas just get visitations
And a viewing
Count on my fingers who been the truest
Walked me off ledges and cut my nooses
Or even cut me loose
It's real easy to find niggas that wouldn't mind
If I happen to run out of time and it's time
Taking this shit one day at a time
What's more than the last laugh
Once more
I tried to be blunt more but I catch flak
So I don't feel the need to pull the cover back so easily
I need the beat in me to give you scenery
A seat to be identified
Or even catch the eye with a don
The hierarchy substituting the god
Know it's better when the stars collapse behind us and the roof all Gone
And you wonder why the sky don't fall
The higher up it's just more fear
The drinks get more clear
The uncertainty most certainly comes here
You become an item any time that she comes near
It used to be something weird
But now it's just something dear
How could I explain
Without being exclaimed or critically acclaimed
Like how could I catch fame
You leave me in doubt shamed
I gotta mean something to somebody to catch game
Questioning my intentions and my actions
Deflect blame
The whole world owe me, strip
Why my old girl be there for me when she don't owe me shit
The same reason why my homies clique
If you ain't homie to my homie we ain't gon be shit
I had to take a couple notes from my imaginary friends
Readjust and then recalibrate my imaginary lens
When the future feels cloudy and the present ain't settled
Turn the heat off the kettle
Keep my hands off the metal
Since I'm ready for whatever it's whatever my nigga
Sincerely f*ck you to end this letter my nigga
I did everything in my power to get better my nigga
And even more energy into tryna better my niggas
What more could I give in to feel centered my nigga
I'm on a lonely path
This isn't only math
They tried to put me in a box like I'm only that
I push the phonies back
Pull off give the ponies crack
F*ck y'all
Shit hurt my heart