And you squeezed my hand just a little too tight
And you make me cry before each night but I wake up in the morning with a coffee by my side
You make me laugh at the silliest things and you say you wanna buy me a ring
October's the perfect month for a wedding
I'm the biggest and the smallest when I'm next to you
I've never met someone with so many multitudes
I wanna say my future is standing right next to you, but that's not true
And I know what I need to do
You encourage me to chase my dreams and so I go strap on my wings
But the second that I'm about to jump you scream
'Why are you leaving?' 'What are you doing?' 'Look at all this love you'll ruin,
If you leave me'
I'm the biggest and the smallest when I'm next to you
I've never met someone with so many multitudes
I wanna say my future is standing right next to you, but that's not true
And I know what I need to do
Holiday comes and holiday goes you sure know who to ruin my soul
You call me up one day and say 'maybe we're moving too fast. Maybe this shouldn't last'
After all the tests i've passed
I'm the biggest and the smallest when I'm next to you
I've never met someone with so many multitudes
I wanna say my future is standing right next to you, but that's not true
And I know what...
I've fallen into this trap, I don't know how to get back
Back to who I was before I first laid eyes on him
I lock my doors each night
I stay in my house, disappear from sight
I think he knows he shoved glass in my eyes
And nobody's surprised
Except me