AllucardK47 - Lonely Lyrics

I f*ckin' had it, I'm sick of my habits Will I die in a shelter or on the street
What the f*ck is it gonna be
Will I rise up or be trapped in these walls
Will I pick up when the grim reaper calls

The truth is I don't even f*ckin' know I feel useless and it f*ckin' shows
Panning at a corner to get my meals These people don't get how it feels
I feel like nothing but still clinging on Hoping to blow up when I put out a song
Trying to survive feels so f*ckin' wrong I feel like I'm way too far gone

Smoking weed to get some comfort But still wondering why everything hurts
Why is it that I'm so lonely
If truly exist, please show me I'm sinking to hell so slowly
With these demons that control me

I'm lying down on this bench trying to rest
Hope hoping tomorrow will suck a little less
But I'm really wanting to never wake up again
Strangers say it'll get better, I ask them when

They can't give me an answer so I call bullshit
The only time you see me smile is when I'm lit
Even then I still feel this pain that won't go away
So don't try to f*ckin' tell me I'm okay

Getting on my feet feels like an impossible task
At this point I only have one question I wanna ask
Why is it that I'm so lonely
If truly exist, please show me

I'm sinking to hell so slowly
With these demons that control me
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