Alma Vigren - Tortured Mind Lyrics

It was never gonna last cause we were based on desire
You said you loved me more but you're a pathological liar
I served you every day by your command
I did everything you wanted
But I got nothing back

How didn´t I realize the truth behind the money and the booze
You kept me hostage from the world cause I didn't got nothing else to choose
I let you torture my mind like it wasn't a monster inside
I don't even remember a time you apologized
Apologized

When the world was ending I did too but I never recovered
We were stuck in quarantine and we fought when we showered
I drove every day by your command
Bought you anything you wanted
And wasted seven grand

How didn´t I realize the truth behind the money and the booze
You kept me hostage from the world cause I didn't got nothing else to choose
I let you torture my mind like it wasn't a monster inside
I don't even remember a time you apologized

Ahh
Apologized
Apologized
Apologized

Now you act like nothing happened
When I'm finally doing great
But I don't think you'll understand
How much about you that I hate

How did I realize
How did I realize the truth
How did I realize
How did I realize the truth
I let you torture my
I let you torture my mind
How did I realize

How didn´t I realize the truth behind the money and the booze
You kept me hostage from the world cause I didn't got nothing else to choose
I let you torture my mind like it wasn't a monster inside
I don't even remember a time you apologized