Almost Home - Push My Luck Lyrics

I woke up again, same thoughts in my head
Am I enough, or am I on the edge?
Trying to be the one who stands tall
I'm losing grip on it all
Balancing the needs of everyone I know
While I'm drowning in the undertow
It's so hard to breathe, hoping to believe
I'll find some peace, cause it's really getting to me
Am I doing right by you today?
Caught in the middle of what to say
Every day's a battle, I'm losing sight
Gotta find a way in the dark of night
I wear this smile, it's starting to crack
Behind closed doors, I'm under attack
The voices say I'm not enough
And I won't let you push my luck
I'm trying to be the husband you deserve
But inside, I am swerving every curve
I'm so worried that I'll fail every turn
While my fire continues to burn
It's so hard to breathe, hoping to believe
I'll find some peace, cause it's really getting to me
Am I doing right by you today?
Caught in the middle of what to say
Every day's a battle, I'm losing sight
Gotta find a way in the dark of night
I wear this smile, it's starting to crack
Behind closed doors, I'm under attack
The voices say I'm not enough
And I won't let you push my luck
Honestly, truth be told I'm scared
I can't be here if you're not there
Everyday I'm awake
I keep my pace, but I'm losing faith
But I can't let go, can't fall apart
When the weight's too much for my glass heart
Keep on fighting, keep on trying
When inside, I feel like I'm dying
I wear this smile, it's starting to crack
Behind closed doors, I'm under attack
The voices say I'm not enough
And I won't let you push my luck
I wear this smile, it's starting to crack
Behind closed doors, I'm under attack
The voices say I'm not enough
And I won't let you push my luck