I can't let you go
'Cause I know I don't deserve better
And you'll never know
How sorry sorry I am because I couldn't do what I had to
And I said to myself
That last year was the last year
That I'd feel sorry for myself
Can't feel sorry for myself no more
It's clear now that it's this year
I can't blame nobody else
Curse my heart
For making making my decisions for me
From the start
I only only saw what I wanted to wasn't fair to you
And I told myself
That last year was the last year
That I'd feel sorry for myself
Can't feel sorry for myself no more
It's clear now that it's this year
I can't blame nobody and
All I see when I, I close my eyes is the
Look on her face as I try to explain that it's
Not gonna work and I feel like a jerk but it's
Too hard to admit my mistakes
Last year was the last year
That I'd feel sorry for myself
It's clear now that it's this year
I can't blame nobody else
Last year was the last year
That I'd feel sorry for myself
Can't feel sorry for myself no more
It's clear now that it's this year
I can't blame nobody else