Alnev - alright - the raw project Lyrics

I'm tryna hold back and let loose
But you calculate my every move
And I'm a slave to my nature
Broken, raw, and bruised
I'm trying to feel right, and see good
But I'm terrified of being understood
The boy in the mirror is a stranger
And I'm lying to find the truth
Cause every time I look ahead my thoughts fill up the space
And how can I move forward when I'm always in my way?
Somebody told me not to focus on all my mistakes
But I'm tripping up, I'm slipping away
So maybe I'm a loser
And maybe I'm a fool
And maybe you'd be better off without me in the room
Maybe I'm impatient
And lately, I've been hurting
But sometimes the gain makes all the pain worth it
Maybe I'm too petty
And maybe I'm a tool
Of everything and everyone
Except for my own use
But maybe I'm gonna be just fine
Cause I'm winning today
I'll be alright
Maybe I'm gonna be just fine
Cause I'm winning today
I'll be alright
Alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright