A.L.Nyc3 - perfect Lyrics

So many problems on my mind that I've been faced with
I hate this
It feels like everyday I hit erase quick
To try to take away the pain
It never feels the same
Too hard to deal with all the things that's running through my brain
But focused
Been too hard to control my emotions
Tired of feeling hopeless man that's the reason I wrote this
Tryna get them to notice
My heart starts sinking
Myself I still don't believe in
While watching the devil creep in
I mean it
This world is evil
A world where people rather struggle then to say they need you
Never focused on inside until you start to bleed through
And never worried bout they own life just what we do
It's kinda hurt to be lost
Past pain keeps bringing up past things
Stuck with these nightmares still running from bad dreams
Man far from perfect but perfect seems like the motive
But how can I become perfect and still not know where I'm going