I'm just so scared that I'll miss it
There's no way to resolve
I know I'm scared to be distant
But I'm not what they deserve
With all the time I had left
Down at the harbor I slept
My heart could beat out my chest
And I can't, and I can't
And I can't give you what you need
So I should leave
It's for the better
And I can't hear the things I see
It's best for me
My face is water resistant
From all the tears I have cried
I know I'm scared to be distant
I hope they know that I tried
With all the time I had left
Down at the harbor I slept
My heart could beat out my chest
I watch the waves as they crest
And I can't
And I can't give you what you need
So I should leave
It's for the better
And I can't hear the things I see
It's best for me
Down at the harbor I feel
My heart is paralyzed
But I'll try harder next year
Virtual paradise
The people I see daily
The things I left behind
I did it all for peace of mind
I'm just so scared that I'll miss it
There's no way to resolve
I know I'm scared to be distant
But I'm not what they deserve
With all the time I had left
Down at the harbor I slept
My heart could beat out my chest
And I can't, and I can't
And I can't give you what you need
So I should leave
It's for the better
And I can't hear the things I see
It's best for me
Down at the harbor I slept
My heart could beat out my chest
Down at the harbor I slept
My heart could beat out my chest
Down at the harbor I slept
My heart could beat out my chest
Down at the harbor I slept
And I can't hear the things I see
It's best for me
And I know I'm scared to be distant
But I hope they know that I tried
Down at the harbor I slept
My heart could beat out my chest
Down at the harbor I slept
My heart could beat out my chest