ALuis - dont leave me yet Lyrics

I said please don't leave me yet, cause I'm still changing all my life
Every detail of this sketch, and I'm fixing broken pieces, that are pushing you away
I'm working on it everyday, I wanna see you be okay
Don't leave me prematurely, please be patient with my ways
Don't leave me hanging, or leave me thinking, that I threw it all away
Cause you know I take the blame, and I need you to be still
You secure me in who I am, don't you worry about my pain
Please just tell me you gon' stay
Please don't leave me like a dog, who you never wanted anyways
Cause I'm stuck to who you are, and deep down I'm gonna chase
I can wait for you to change, you don't have to love me yet
It doesn't have to be today, I'll be waiting till that day
Don't you worry about it, I'm a problem solver, keep it moving out your way
Please just tell me that you care, or you gon' put me in the trash, and throw all of me away
Please don't show me, you'll replace me, when I start making mistakes, yeah
I can try my hardest to be perfect, I just know I'll never make it
Hope my efforts you can see em, and just take them
Please take the replacement, and take em as changes sincerely
I, I can't the feeling when these people all gone
I've been feeling anxious, man I want them all back
Tell me there's a breakthrough when the sun is all gone
Lately it's been a wave, man all kinds of emotions
They kicking in on these Sundays that I make of the church
And it's simply to get some peace, but the Sundays are the worst for me
I worry much with just little sleep, and truly dawg don't know what it is
I'm scared bruh, even when I'm venting I hold stuff within
No good attention is all a trick, I'm still a kid that can be deceived
A troubled child simply can't believe, there's good people that can vouch for me
And all my life I just see them believe and give up on me
I'm 24, trauma kicking in, I don't let them in
I'm still afraid that they depart and just take a leave
If that's the case don't invest in me, don't say you love me and take from me
You know I'm weak, I'll take a bite right out my mouth just so you can eat
And bon appetit, I don't need the same, don't reciprocate just don't go and flee
You heard my prayers, pray for better friends who can value me
Who can grow with me, who can trust in me
I know God been calling, still chasing peeps living out my dream
No self belief, who believe in me
I envy guys with the self belief
I see the mirror and see what I've done
And I'm proud of trophies, just not proud of me, it's the saddest thing
I, I can't bear the feeling when these people all gone
I've been feeling anxious, man I want them all back
Tell me there's a breakthrough when the sun is all gone