Lonely
I always act like I am too lonely
That not a single soul could love me
I think i'm scared to be alone
So i'm scoping
Locating the prey in my surroundings
I know my practice is unholy
By the end of the night i'll take him home
I keep it lowkey
No one can say that they really know me
What you perceive is only skin deep
I need to maintain all control
I'm starving
For the attention that I think I need
But it's never satisfying
On second thought leave me alone
(Melodies)
Slowly
I let em fall and land at my feet
I know they wonder what's it about me
Why they can't leave me alone
I don't say this proudly
Dunno what I want i'm a phony
I know you think you mean something to me
But I only want you to take me home
Despite all these games that I play
I'm longing to cultivate
I''ll never beg you to stay but i'll ask you nicely
Ohh just say you want me
Ill never beg you to stay
I'm wondering why i'm this way
Even if i'm longing to cultivate
I still won't beg you to stay