Alyxa - Mourning Lyrics

My God
I can't f*cking breathe
And I've been praying to God lately
Because I'm just like bro
He's been showing me like
To let people go like in my life
And I feel like he just has to be one of them
Cause he
He's literally like
Draining the f*ck out of me
And I don't like that
Even as friends like
Bro you left me so you can
You can, I let you let me go
You know?
So you can find someone who can actually
Make you happy
And be better
It's been f*cking three years
And you're doing like worse like
I can't do that
I don't care how much he cares about me
Or loves me
This just ain't it
I'm sorry that
I'm balling my eyes out for you
But like f*ck
I just like,
I don't talk to anybody like
I'm not really close with anybody like
And this is exactly f*cking why