Ama Lou - Frustrated Lyrics

I'm so numb now
All the roads I done took now

I'm ashamed that I burned out
Was so drained by you messing 'round
But I'll forgive myself for more than you
But how do you expect me to act now?
When all that noise plays in the background?
Stoppin' me from gettin' through

'Cause I'm scared to mix up, the present and was
I can't remember anything you said
But it weren't about love, I don't have enough trust to make this better
I've been pushed enough so I gave it all up
Can't remember anything you said but you were too comfortable
To see it, at all my way
(So now you're screaming)

I'm so annoyed I waited
And I get more frustrated 'cause I had you
So I can't complain
And I can't believe you made it (I can't believe you made it)
I won't hold you back
Just save me a time and a place
Oh no, and I just, save me?

I won't call your bluff anymore
I think I'll sit my ass down and ignore
I tried to stop all the fightin'
Inside your own peaceless mind, oh no
I count our soulless interactions
Tryna figure out what was the attraction?
I've felt this way for a very long time

'Cause I'm scared to mix up (I'm scared to), the present and was (mix up I)
I can't remember anything you said (I can't remember)
But it weren't about love, I don't have enough trust to make this better (this wasn't about love)
I've been pushed (I've been pushed) enough so I gave it all up (enough I)
Can't remember anything you said (I can't remember)
But you were too comfortable to see all your mistakes (see all your mistakes)

'Cause I'm so annoyed I waited
And I get more frustrated 'cause I had you
So I can't complain, oh, no, no
And I can't believe you made it (I can't believe you made it)
I won't hold you back
Just save me a time and a place
Oh no, and I just, save me, save me?
(Ah, ah, ah)

I give way more then I take
I left way more than I stayed
I tried not to wish it away
Away, away, away
I thrive in most of my days
So I try not to wish them away
I try not to wish it away (I try not to wish it away)

I'm so annoyed I waited
And I get more frustrated 'cause I had you
So I can't complain
Can't believe I made it
I won't hold me back
Just save you a time and a place?
Oh, I think you had and your time and your place
Oh, I saved you a time and a place