Am I breathing?
This can't be happening
Thought I was over it
But that's not how this goes
And they'll never know
And I can't sleep, can't eat, and I keep
Wondering if this all will go away
What's it gonna take for me to be okay?
Vision's blurry, I am dizzy, think I'm fading
Lila?
Oh, hey! Sorry, I just wasn't feeling so hot
Lila, come on. I know something's wrong
You've seemed really off lately, and I want to help
Mallory, nothing's wrong!
God, you're so needy - can't you just give me some space?
Wow. Okay. Lila, I really think you need help
I don't know exactly what's going on with you, but... look, I just...
I hope you know that whenever you're ready, I'm here
I've always been here
You won't understand, I know
You think I'm invincible
The truth is unthinkable
'Cause Lila's fine, Lila's above it all
If you need anything, Lila's the one you call
But who do I call?
I've been here
It's a movie that I know the ending to
And I'm watching and I'm wondering
How you don't have a clue
It's a sick kind of joke
When no one's in on it but you
I'm off the rails, a nervous wreck
Am I already screwed?
Don't want therapy, it's too late for me
Don't know what I'm supposed to do
I'm running on empty, I'm in too deep
Maybe I just need some sleep