The Light Video (MV)

Try to push me closer to the light
And i'll fight these nightmares off every single night
Gotta make it right so i don't lose you again
And i hope that we don't have to play pretend
Times i messed up, wishing i wasn't sober
Feeling paranoid from my head to my shoulders
I just don't want this to be over
I really don't want this to be over
I know something's wrong with me
Losing all these people makes me feel
That i probably lack empathy
All these fake people just around me
Praying on my downfall all steadily
But i can't buy into that shit
You know exactly how much that i wouldn't just up and quit
That's why if you just chill
And stick my my side
Then i just know that
Know that we'll be fine
Try to push me closer to the light
And i'll fight these nightmares off every single night
Gotta make it right so i don't lose you again
And i hope that we don't have to play pretend
Times i messed up, wishing i wasn't sober
Feeling paranoid from my head to my shoulders
I just don't want this to be over
I really don't want this to be over
If its over then you could tell me and i would understand
Days where i would feel like i am ruining your plans
I'm in too deep into the numbers of another chance
Just don't wanna be a person that you never look back from a glance
And that's the thing, if you just want the truth
I really just don't wanna ever lose you
But i'm losing composure
And i still have self respect in me
If you just become a faded memory
If you wanna be gone then just say it, let the curtain fall
Even if it hurts me in the end, i don't wanna be involved
If you end up learning not to trust anyone at all
Try to push me closer to the light
And i'll fight these nightmares off every single night
Gotta make it right so i don't lose you again
And i hope that we don't have to play pretend
Times i messed up, wishing i wasn't sober
Feeling paranoid from my head to my shoulders
I just don't want this to be over
I really don't want this to be over