Ameri Shaye - Who Am I Lyrics

Track 1. Who Am I
Lately when I look into the mirror

The person staring back at me is bitter

Never really understanding

Who I am or what my plan is

Painful thoughts and memories are scars

Thought it might get better as I age

The poison took its toll day by day

Finally grown up check the damage

Still that little girl they messed with

You can't fix this with a Bandaid



So Who Am I

Turn my back on the world I'm not afraid to cry

Who Am I

Still that lonely little girl who's to afraid to try

Pulling at my skin

With thoughts I didn't invite in

Unwillingly wondering

What if it came to an end

If not even one of these thoughts can save me

Who Am I, Who Am I



Never know exactly how I feel

Sometimes I feel like I don't even feel at all

Or maybe I feel just a little too much

I constantly feel like I'm stuck in a rut

And finding a way out

Is out of my control

Try to find the best in everything

But it's harder when there's hate on every screen

But worse there's hate inside of me

They tell me who I have to be

Just more hurtful words from others around me



So Who Am I

Turn my back on the world I'm not afraid to cry

Who Am I

Still that lonely little girl who's too afraid to try

Pulling at my skin

With thoughts I didn't invite in

Unwillingly wondering

What if it came to an end

If not even one of these thoughts can save me

Who Am I, Who Am I

So Who Am I

Turn my back on the world I'm not afraid to cry

Who Am I

Still that lonely little girl who's too afraid to try

Pulling at my skin

With thoughts I didn't invite in

Unwillingly wondering

What if it came to an end

If not even one of these thoughts can save me

Who Am I, Who Am I

Someone I don't even recognize

(Produced by Tim Phelan)
Drums- Tim Phelan
Guitar- Brendan Gilman
Bass- Brendan Gilman

Track 2. One More Night
I told you goodnight

But you said goodbye

The moment that you said that

Is the moment that I died

Waiting and Waiting for calls that never came

Hoping these bitter pills will numb me like Novocain

I take all at once but after all I still feel the same



You leave me

Like it's easy

But I can't breathe

So hold me one more time

Do you have to make me beg for One More Night

Oh ooh whoa ooh oh oh oh ooh oh oh

One More Night

Oh ooh whoa ooh whoa ooh ooh ooh ooh



I'm a heart with paper skin

And now I'm floating on the wind

And I'm hoping that you'll catch me

Cause I'm crashing down again

Every time you told me you loved me you'd hesitate

Now there's not even fake smiles here I'm standing in the rain

Kept thinking maybe just a few drops will wash the pain away

But I guess that I've learned from my tears it doesn't work that way



You leave me

Like it's easy

But I can't breathe

So hold me one more time

Do you have to make me beg for One More Night



Your name took all the breathe in my chest

When I was yelling or for you but now you're gone

Bottomless broken promises

And it's not fair that I have to move on

And everything hurts me

Ooh ooh



And you leave me

Like it's easy

But it's not easy

For me

(Produced by Tim Phelan)
Drums- Tim Phelan
Guitar- Brendan Gilman
Bass- Brendan Gilman

Track 3. Dear Future Eulogy
Dear Future Eulogy

Please Don't make them cry for me

Not as bad as it seems

But they're not here

So they can't see

I'm high up in the clouds

Right above them looking down

Please don't make them cry for me

Please sincerely Ameri



Thought that I was done

Too weak now to run

Something brought me back

But still I don't believe that I

Can do this any longer

I'm still full of somber

And my head's still under water

Drowning, drowning

Ohohwoahohohoh



Dear Future Eulogy

Please Don't make them cry for me

Not as bad as it seems

But they're not here

So they can't see

I'm high up in the clouds

Right above them looking down

Please don't make them cry for me

Please sincerely Ameri

Oohoohoohoohoohwoohoohooh



Staring at the sun

Knowing it's the only one

And thinking if we ever lost it

And the earth went cold

We all would be dead but

Don't do that for me

Don't you go so easily

Cause I'm not the sun

And it's not cold

I'll be watching over you as you all grow old



Dear Future Eulogy

Please Don't make them cry for me

Not as bad as it seems

But they're not here

So they can't see

I'm high up in the clouds

Right above them looking down

Please don't make them cry for me

Please sincerely

Ohoohwoahoohoh

Dear Future Eulogy

Please Don't make them cry for me

Not as bad as it seems

But they're not here

So they can't see

I'm high up in the clouds

Right above them looking down

Please don't make them cry for me

Please sincerely Ameri

(Produced by Tim Phelan)
Drums- Tim Phelan
Guitar- Brendan Gilman
Bass- Brendan Gilman

Track 4. Pretending
When you feel like the world is too small

You're all alone there's no one you can call

You feel like you're losing

Cause you're too afraid to try

And nobody knows you're barely getting by



It's the same old cycle

Same old ending

How can I just keep pretending

It's alright, it's okay, it's okay

You never loved me anyway



Never realized how far down I'd fall

Or that where I'd land

Would be a house of stone

It's cold and it's broken

From cracks in the walls

My silence was stolen

By sirens going off



It's the same old cycle

Same old ending

How can I just keep pretending

It's alright, it's okay, it's okay

You never loved me anyway

You never loved me anyway



Tears turn to daggers and they cut me deep

Your lies are like weapons flying through your teeth

If I had known what would come I would give anything

For love



It's the same old cycle

Same old ending

How can I just keep pretending

It's alright, it's okay, it's okay

It's the same old cycle

Same old ending

How can I just keep pretending

It's alright, it's okay, it's okay

Never loved you anyway

Oohoohoohoohooh

I never loved you anyway

(Produced by Tim Phelan)
Drums- Tim Phelan
Piano- Tim Phelan
Synth Strings- Tim Phelan
Guitar- Brendan Gilman
Bass- Brendan Gilman