Amiel Aban - O.D.A. (Overthinking, Depression, Anxiety) Lyrics

Over-analytical
Mind is going cynical
This anxiety
Turning to depressing fatality
Staring at the window pane
Overthinking all the pain
Like the silly little rain,
"Don't come back another day"
It feels like I'm drowning
I can't even breathe
I tried to be unaware of it
I kinda need someone
To get me out of it
To get me out of it
Too many "what ifs"
Too many lies
Aren't you getting tired
My fragile little mind
Tell me how you manage to wear a smile
Masking all the pain I feel deep inside
How can you live
When inside you're dying
Carry me in
'Cause I know I don't need pity
I don't know when these things will end
For me
Debby came along to stay
Annie talked to me through the day
Sadie told me what to do
But they didn't really help me get through
I don't know where to run
Am I just missing all the fun?
Wherever I go, it just comes out
Thoughts that never make a sound
It feels like I'm drowning
I can't even breathe
I tried to be unaware of it
I kinda need someone
To get me out of it
To get me out of it
Too many "what ifs"
Too many lies
Aren't you getting tired
My fragile little mind
Tell me how you manage to wear a smile
Masking all the pain I feel deep inside
How can you live
When inside you're dying
Carry me in
'Cause I know I don't need pity
I don't know when these things will end
For me
'Cause I know there's a light after all the pain
The sun will shine at the end of every rain
Sometimes I think, then I write
I let it all out
Just to get away with it
Too many "what ifs"
Too many lies
Aren't you getting tired
My fragile little mind
Tell me how you manage to wear a smile
Masking all the pain I feel deep inside
How can you live
When inside you're dying
Carry me in
'Cause I know I don't need pity
I don't know when these things will end
For me