Amindi - good cry Lyrics

Today was f*ckin weird
I wanna just forget
And maybe disappear
And never leave my bed

I jus need a good cry
& then i'll be alright

I don't feel it til it comes up
And it rarely does
I keep a smile and my two thumbs up
& stay fairly buzzed

Just to avoid the questions
I know i look my best when
I am a whole mess
Doin demons like tekken

I don't wanna talk about it
I just wanna cry
I know i got all of this love around me
Cranes in the sky
Be clouding
All my sunny days
Like fireworks
Fourth of july
I'm shouting
Inside my mind
It's how i
Maintain my pride

Today was f*ckin weird
I wanna just forget
And maybe disappear
And never leave my bed

I jus need a good cry
& then i'll be alright

I try to move as healthy as i can
How could i verbalize what you won't understand
Look, i've tried it all, trust me
I jus cover the cover the ugly
Cause it's easy on everyone
If nobody knows but me

Today was f*ckin weird
I wanna just forget
And maybe disappear
And never leave my bed

I jus need a good cry
& then i'll be alright