I had a dream of the end of the world
There was destruction, explosions, and blood
I can't say that i was concerned
I was too stuck in being hopeless in love
That was the real nightmare
I woke up screaming no
On the off chance that you might care
I'd rather be alone
Lose myself, won't lose myself
I've lost myself before
I gotta prove myself
Outdo myself
Use my help then u might tell
Me bye, might dwell some more
I gotta move myself
N sooth myself
Cause that would be a nightmare
I'd wake up in cold sweats
For a while it was real nice there
Until i was a wreck
When I'm awake I hold my head above the ground
This kind of existential desperation all around
But in the darkness nothing looks the same
I am the moonrise, burning up the edges of the page
And I'm on fire
The door is closing
I can't seem to find it
Will I ever know it?
I was in a nightmare
And I never knew
Cause all the while I was thinking of you
I never knew
Cause all I think about is you