$ammie - 508 Love Lyrics

I know you don't love me
But I still love you

Never thought my life would flip like this
Never thought you be the one to switch
All those nights that we both shared
All those nights I thought you cared
In 508 this the love I found
Always thought you would wanna stay down
But you just like everyone else
In 508 gotta love myself

You were sugar & spice, mixed with everything nice
I guess i'm chemical ex that way that I changed ya life
But you act like these bitches I know
City so small I don't know who to trust no
Everyone here wants partial commitment
When you start to give em more, they pay you back with some distance
& when they break you off they start spreading rumors & lies
& people believe em instead of asking you is this right ?

Never thought my life would flip like this
Never thought you be the one to switch
All those nights that we both shared
All those nights I thought you cared
In 508 this the love I found
Always thought you would wanna stay down
But you just like everyone else
In 508 gotta love myself

I'm tired of all the lies
I'm tired of new beginnings
Tired of racing for someone's love to cause collisions
Tired of family events & personal questions they bring
I'm tired of girls not devoting time but expect wedding rings
I'm tired of all of this
I'm tired of all of you
I'm tired of rumors spreading around when I know the truth
I'm tired of no one saying "that's something he wouldn't do"
I'm tired off losing I need a win to know that I've improved
Yea
Lately I've been thinking we'd be better as friends
Cause now we pretend were strangers since our relations end
Not enough hi's or updates on each other's lives
Just one too many final goodbyes
Ironic there's was nothing final or good about our last final goodbye
So within this truth I lie & always message you another time
Our last departure was all business
Face to face with you but somehow I couldn't close the distance
Now an awkward silence follows whenever your name is mentioned
Noemi hates this progression & says we should repair social connections
& when I took her advice, I realized
You had some other guy by ya side
So tell where did this time go?
From strangers, to lovers, until the end of our cycle
Our love was lowkey but baby that was our high note
But since we no longer speak through the music are where the feelings that I show
& only I know
I try my hand at new relations with the cards that I've been dealt
But this game is like solitaire I've been playing myself
Lately life feels like it's me verses whoever I see
& rumors get handed off like runners at a track meet
Some people I'd lay down my life for
Can't stand up for me
I guess true colors are shown when it black & white I see
I've come to terms & realized you're not by my side
I gotta do it on my own I gotta love my own life

Never thought my life would flip like this
Never thought you be the one to switch
All those nights that we both shared
All those nights I thought you cared
In 508 this the love I found
Always thought you would wanna stay down
But you just like everyone else
In 508 gotta love myself

I know you don't love me
But I still love you