No Fall Video (MV)

Meditate I will always mediate
Got change inside my DNA
But none inside my pocket wait
Forget it, I've got my trust in my creator when I state
Patience will keep me straight when I'm on this journey to get my cake
Look it's the boy check
AMS in his specs check
The kid's about to make a check on your hand in
My bowl of food, it's my turn to make a move
Make a movie when you lose
Ace hitter with some good news
I move up
Keep it consistent like it's my anthem
Push the devil back when I'm praying in my sanctum
Look at Danny Phantom chasing ghosts
In a manner with some madness
Been under pressure since a youngin with everything moving dumb
And I didn't know what I'd become from the things in this brain to feel so numb
Looking at the man in the mirror, shit aint been so clear lately
Walked on a path so dark when the light was gone
Bun one, bun two toking alone on my zoot
Am I taking pressure as well as I think or am I breaking off at the seams
I guess I'll know one day if the meltdown reaches its peak

Petrified at the thought of shit with a noose around my knees
My sins be tryna force me down in submission to my grief
Got man's head out the hole, renewed and reborn
Hold my thoughts, my pen, my book, my sword
Fight this war in jungles, seas, abroad
I pray tomorrow gets me higher, I'm juggling
Puffing, learning, scheming, devising a plan, preventing a next fall
My only next fall, it's Autumn, flows on automatic
Drifting past the panic, keep pushing what I've managed
Hauling myself through trials and vices to underpin the sins
Am I searching for an end or new beginnings
Cuz I'm bearded and terror is televised so it terrifies
That's the image a brown man with a black beard might have
Until I step out waving my own black flag
And sail on a wave I made myself, never ask for favours, I'm tryna be self-made
No need for your sauce, I've got my own, so keep your false favours out my face
Say your prayers, sing a serenade
Tell the boogeyman to wait another day
Cuz manna's tryna trip on the beat til the ticks tock and it's time for you to go in your grave

And I hear the Lord call, He gave me the choice
What you gonna do with your voice, f*ck all, if I ain't making noise
Feel like a mannequin, toy soldiers, standing still so I better try to break their poise
And keep helping my people in their times of need so don't ever doubt the boy
Fighting for man's kin, it's unavoidable, my life is second to my blood's joy
To link the fire in my dark soul, with a barbed thought
Got a dry throat, in a desert with a single drop, choked throat and an endless void
Fear, nothing's solid
No foundation
Minds are shrouded
Sell him dreams
Show him nightmares
Teach him violence
Splashed, popped, robbed, or caught red handed
So furthermore, when he's a teen
Keep him locked up in a system
Til he knows nothing but hate and grief
Then you'll lie bout changes you've said again and again, lowe the speech
Any minute now, and any second then I felt the end come closer to me
But its better when I'm up against the odds of my life cuz death is an old friend who owes me
Fury running through man's veins cuz I got faith in my God he's the only one who's got me
When I'm devoid of any hope, of any luck, of any dough
Man it's so f*cking dead when you're broke

Better be there for the team
Make sure everybody's eating
So many bars come to my head then they're gone with the wind
So I'm better off speaking
With what's on my mind right now and my mind right now is a hazy cloud
I ain't never had to think so hard on a task as much as it is with feeling
Outlandish thoughts, dreams in sleep picture an outlander's reach
Tryna grab me but I'm on my warpath and with a hide of iron in my chest when I bleed
Dragon smoke, every breath I took, burnt the bush, but it never spoke back
Let the smoke evolve a conversation, thought, spring like a viper at foes who come to poach
Dash the roach, step on a cock-a-roach, man like scarface in his last stand against sosa
There's still love for sosa and I'm ducking the bullshit, I'll have you know, uh

He's paved his own way, he's saying mom I ain't gonna let you go through any more pain
All praises to Allah boy you better know it's best to start praying
It's death so stop playing
Float like a butterfly swerve and be real
Sting like a killer bee kill or be killed
This world's a crazy place so do your best to fulfill
Potential
Cuz every man's got a motive, but what's that motive gon' be?
Trapping for Ps until it's game over, or be the man in your family
Every night was a dawn and every day was a dusk
No sleep man was so stressed cuz I knew I had to get up
I couldn't stay down
I couldn't stay down
I can't take the easy way out