new years eve Video (MV)

You draw across my memories again
Leaving behind excuses in vain
I'm overwhelmed by everything today
You're not here to tell me I'm okay

I'm drawing the you from years ago
Before we became strangers
And now we are nothing more
And we can't go back to before

When I draw upon your lips (lips!)
There's a different look in your eyes
You've changed today I realised
And sadly darling, so have I

Tonight I welcome new years eve
In my bedroom filled to the brim
Wishing for a better year
When I have nothing left to give (TO GIVE!)

I'll be alone on new years eve
And lonely is all I'll ever be
In a room full of new strangers
How tragic, You're the strangest one to me

I rage at ur quiet instagram story
Mine is filled yet I'm still so empty
Behind the screen u hurt while laughing
With ur friends
While I'm quietly screaming
Can't you see?

I've got nothing left to lose
Just leave me be
Love is just for fools
So ward yourself
Far away from me



When I draw upon your lips
There's a different look in your eyes
You've changed today I realised
And sadly darling, so have I


Tonight I welcome New Years eve
In my bedroom filled to the brim
Wishing for a better year
When I have nothing left to give

Ill be alone on New Years eve 8
And lonely is all Ill ever be
In a room full of new strangers
How tragic, You're the strangest one to me

I wonder
What you saw in me ?
Why you stayed for years and didn't even try to leave
One day your friends told me:
You stayed cause you always pitied me.