What if my henny no longer mask all my problems
Why the drugs always taking hold of the wrong one
If you not mentally stable you shouldn't do none
I know it's Easier said then done I guess for some
I'm favorite rapper back in 03 used to hold the strap
Used to think that shit was cool but now I see the fact
Until you have family members getting chased with that
My father and my cousin gotta taste of that
Just goes to show you it don't matter where you livin at
I got some nerve the ones I love Im never text back
I'm hoping this year I get better at respond back
And if I struggle please give me time to get back on track
I know sometimes I get off beat theres no excuse for that
Cause I spend way to much focusing on my raps
We all got vices that cause us to act how we act
Wonder if I stop how my mind react
What if my henny no longer mask all my problems
Why the drugs always taking hold of the wrong one
If you not mentally stable you shouldn't do none
I know it's Easier said then done I guess for some
Back in 03 I ain't have a lot of friends
Cause I grew up by myself and I realized that's how it ends
Befriend a pen then write about all my sins
If you talk about my losses you have to mention my wins
No body shot I only aim for the chin
They say I changed I tell'em this how I been
Binge drinking back when I was a little nigga
They don't give you time of day when you the little nigga
Now I'm wit some nike boots cause my checks bigger
If you blew your chance wit me try next winter
I know people doing drugs just to beat the winter
I've been known to substitute henny for eating dinner
I know sometimes Im in some shit theres no excuse for that
Cause I spend way to much focusing on the map
We all got vices that cause us to act how we act
Wonder if I stop how my mind react