Got a whole lot
Burning a hole in the back of my mind
Every old thought
Is taking a toll until I leave it behind
Taking over
Controlling what I'm thinking at night
Getting colder till the moment
You told me I was lacking my light
The one time I feel alright
Is when we're together
Whoa-oh-oh
The one time I feel alright
Is when we're together
Whoa-oh-oh ooh
You look out for me
When there's a crowd and I know it's about to be
A little bit loud I'm thinking I'm about to leave
I want to get out but then I turn around to see
That you're looking at me with nothing but
Empathy in your eyes and a half smile
We laugh
I ain't surprised that you hacked my whole
State of mind
I could escape and be fine
But I'll sit back for a while 'cause now
It's like we're at Pioneer Park on a perfect day
Nobody else is around and the earth can stay still
Till dark when the moon awaits
I don't wanna restart
Too soon to be apart
Imma cry in my car when you turn away
Nobody else was around when my world contained you
They won't understand the role you played
You're the one who kept me going on the worst of days (Oh, oh)
Oh-oh-whoa-oh
I feel alright
When we're together
'Cause you always care
The one time I feel alright
Is when we're together
'Cause you want me there
Living life beside you is like a daydream
'Cause every day, I know we're always on the same team
In many ways life is looking up lately
Faring better than we ever did in twenty eighteen
Can't see what about to happen, but I'm hoping
Till it lands here, I can still be laughing in the moment 'cause a
Nightmare's only bad till after you've awoken
Your state of mind in the present is all you got
You can't let it get negative
Nonetheless, I've been under duress and you'll
Notice that my stress is up to more than just handfuls
The changes in my life are breaking my ankles
'Cause aging is a scary thing and it's painful
But I could've been alone so I've got to be grateful
The good in your soul? Comparable to an angel
Every step of way, you've been telling me that it's okay to be who I am
So I'll take your word and hope I don't burden anyone who ain't a fan
Do what I can to see me the way that you do
I'm only a man, it's easy to say the dudes who
Get what they want on command are winning but if I choose to
When you lend me a hand I can show you gratitude too
And look
It shouldn't have to be
A grand slam anytime a straight man can be
A good friend without checking in your pants to see
If he can find any fuel for his fantasies
The one time I feel alright
Is when we're together (Shouldn't have to be)
'Cause you always care (No, shouldn't have to be)
The one time I feel alright
Is when we're together (Shouldn't have to be)
'Cause you want me there (No, shouldn't have to be)
I know I will feel alright