Trauma Bonding Video (MV)

I had dysmorphia and you would love to play on that
You had me sculpted & to you I was your Goddess
And now I'm further in the hole
Because the hold on love wasn't lifted up
My heart was bigger than my body just an object that
You thought the love from it would cover all the damage
And now you're further in the hole
Because the loan on love wasn't even enough
Was it the comfort given
That made it worth staying in the negative on both ends
Or was it the pleasure taking
My vulnerable package
And selling it

Is it gonna piss you off if I don't pay you on
The things I never wanted
Is it gonna drive you mad if I never pay you back
When I paid the ultimate
Going bankrupt from trauma bonding

My heart was delicate a thing you liked to bank on
At the expense of exploiting my self-worth on the internet
And now I'm further in the hole
Because I sold my soul to feed your ego
You valued whatever you could gather
To increase your worth
Until the current stream you sourced from
Dried up in the dirt
And now you're further in the hole
Because the mask you own isn't even yours
Was it the comfort given
That made it worth staying in the negative on both ends
Or was it the pleasure
Taking collateral on my damage and selling it

Is it gonna piss you off if I don't pay you on
The things I never wanted
Is it gonna drive you mad if I never pay you back
When I paid the ultimate
Is it gonna get you off if you try to call my bluff
On things that never happened
Is it gonna drive you mad if my drive to pay you back
Is by being honest
Going bankrupt from trauma bonding

We've gone bankrupt from trauma bonding baby
We've gone bankrupt from trauma bonding baby