Andreas - Get Even! Lyrics

Aahh
Aaahhh
I'm falling back into the sequence
Asking what does it all equal
I'm turning back into a heathen
Just wanted to believe in Jesus
I know I'm not aimed to turn evil
But, God, the potential is lethal
Stubborn to all of their preaching
My brain and my thoughts are in fetal
Heard you got summer fever
All year round all four seasons
I say I like cold, but it bites hard back at ya
Without no rhyme or no reason
I know I'm not old, but I know my own wave
Out bad, I ain't doing no features
I know you break hearts, and you broke mine too
Oh, my God, I don't care if you keep it
Baggage, secrets, I manifest all my demons
I wanna know everything everyone else does
Truth is I don't know either
I don't really care no more about music
Or nothing, or none of these people
I was just playing 'bout killing myself
Cause I don't know what death is gon' bring me
Magic, pieces, back when you tried to get even
I don't even know what for
And you still wanted everything inside of me bleeding
I don't even think that's why I'm so sad
When I know I'm so scared about leaving (leaving you)
You were just here for a second
It's proof you're ephemeral and everything's fleeting
I don't need your confirmation or checking up on me
I'm out on my own
This ain't a phase I decided
I've been this way since I been out of the womb
Am I getting credit for all of the hours I spent and the miles I drove?
Oh, baby, oh, honey
Oh, I could reciprocate everything that you won't
Why would I come here to talk?
You Remind me to keep up my form when I walk
Cause I know like everyone stalks
If I'm dropping now, they're all on my jock
Nobody's told me to stop
Except for myself and the pills that I pop
They put me on a writers block
I halted them and they put me on withdrawal
I know I seem worse but I'm not
I downplay everything
The way things are moving is odd
Cause all of these rappers are singers
And my mood really stay interchanging
I know there's some people who shapeshift
Their tongue got a slit where the snake's is
But I turned you around and you're faceless
Oh, what the f*ck, do I know me now?
I'm still putting holes in the wall and I don't give a f*ck
Or do I deep down?
I'm a psychopath, I know I'm not the only one
Just the one who be 'round
I been sick and tired cause this world isn't what I want
So I'ma go to sleep now
Yeah, yeah
I wanna be idolized
I want you to be privatized
I want to you to be on my line, like, all the time
But we know I'ma find a better path to go soon
I hope that I really have a soul, too
Cause deep down I know there's something out there
That's far beyond the likes of me and you, yeah
I know I talk about me a lot
Just imagine to be forgot
Okay, I'm in a weaker spot
I won't lie to your keen remarks
Just whenever you speak or talk to me
It's so rare to hear you speak at all
I wanna love you and to keep it all
But I do it just to go and sleep it off
(Baggage, secrets)
I manifest all my demons
I wanna know everything everyone else does
Truth is I don't know either
I don't really care no more about music, or nothing, or none of these people
I was just playing 'bout killing myself
Cause I don't know what death is gon' bring me
(Magic, pieces)
Make sure to get even
I don't even know what for
And you still wanted everything inside of me bleeding
I don't even think that's why I'm so sad
When I know I'm so scared about leaving you
You were just here for a second
It's proof you're ephemeral and everything's fleeting too
Yeah, okay
Baggage, secrets
(Baggage, secrets, okay)
(Magic, pieces, okay)
(Yeah, dadada da da da da, okay, okay)
(Baggage, secrets, okay)
(And you wanted to see me bleed)
(Baggage, secrets, okay)
(And you wanted to see me bleed)
(Bleed, bleed)
(Okay, so you wanted to see me bleed)
(Baggage, yeah, and secrets, okay)