Andrei - maintain Lyrics

I'm in my head, I can't seem to maintain it
You're stuck in my head, can't get you out of it
Play my part and I get played x-box
So I pour up a double shot

Can't seem to return to the way it was
Just wish that we could go back to how it was
Reminiscing on why we were in the times we had

But without you here, my heart's filled with hurt
Tryna cope with losing you, codependent so I can't be alone
Moved away from the one place that I could truly call home

Tryna see all the light through the darkness
Said we'd forever, you broke your promise
For some reason, I can't replace you
You taught me what love was, so thank you

I'm in my head, I can't seem to maintain it
You're stuck in my head, can't get you out of it
Play my part and I get played x-box
So I pour up a double shot

Can't seem to return to the way it was
Just wish that we could go back to how it was
Reminiscing on why we were in the times we had
But without you here, my heart's filled with hurt

Life's filled with so much uncertainty
But that's just the way it be
When the story ends, it's just the conclusion
Life's like a book, but with some delusion
I'm just gonna let it play its course
Making dumb decisions, I'm feeling remorse
Cause that's just the way we learn