Phases Video (MV)

So you can blame it on me
Cause I can't always show it and I know it
I'm trying but I'm moving lil slowly
Blame it on me
Get a little close I'm ghostin
Worried you just goin through the motions
Blame it on me

I tried to tell you how I'm feelin now
But you ain't listen, you feel a way since you heard about
The foolish decisions I made when I was lead astray
By a beautiful woman who taught me how to love the pain
So I apologize for all my shortcomings
You wouldn't want me anyway if you knew half my problems
Like how all this anxiety get to trying me
It tires me how my mind is always racing relentlessly
And so it's true I often wonder 'bout
Whether you'd be better off without me
And all this baggage that I carry
Even Louis V luggage could will get down when the burden's heavy
I'm tryin to save you from me
I couldn't save myself
I'm bout to pop a lil sum'n cause that what seem to help
My mama say that ain't healthy I know it very well
I heard you say that you love me I hope you know it's real
I hope you know it's real

It's 3:30 and I'm feigning
Good God girl I need it
Tell me right now is you sleepin alone
And do ya
Hit him up whenever I ain't home
And now it's 4 in the morning
4:30 And I'm wandering
Damn near 5 what the f*ck is you on
I bet ya
Best friend say I'm doin you wrong
Cause I don't guarantee no guarantees
But as of late I've been rethinking my philosophies
What would even be the answer if they asking me
Cause when we had that conversation you was telling me
You need a lil certainty
And that's the shit that stuck with me
I know you saw my lil cousin just the other day
And all that he could say was "good luck with me"
And even that he probably said reluctantly
Cause he know how you f*ck with me
And he know how I'm feelin you
How you the only one I tell the truth
Still you think I'm lying and the Xanies are talking
I just
Hope you're home hope you're sleeping it off

F*ck the gatekeepers

Why is the back of that seat wet
Cause it's raining!
Really?
I don't think that's why
Yo, that Uber was weird as f*ck
Y-y-y-yo, we should get a drink at this lobby bar before we go to sleep
Dude, honestly I'm not even drunk
That bar's weak was pour as f*ck
Man, you drunk ass!
Yinz go ahead
I'll be in in a second, I gotta make a phone call real quick, just give me a couple minutes
You better not be out here talking to some girl all night...