I'm not really trying to make this all about me
I'm just trying to tell you I've been feeling lonely
You've been sleeping with a smile on your face
I've been tossing and turning and wondering if you even know me
I've been trying to take it easier
I've been trying to hold my tongue, even though I know my worth
I've been going down down, screaming out loud but you didn't hear a thing
You're just a beautiful boy with a cold black heart
Ripping me to shreds, call it avant-garde
Never thought that loving you could be this hard
You're just a messed up, type A, wannabe
Always gotta bring me down
Even when I'm on my knees
Now I gotta find the beauty in the scars
You're just a beautiful boy with a cold black heart
Ripping me to shreds, call it avant-garde
Never thought that loving you could be this hard
You're just a messed up, type A, wannabe
Always gotta bring me down
Even when I'm on my knees
Now I gotta find the beauty in the scars
No, No, No
Now I gotta find the beauty in the scars
I'm not really trying to make this all about me
I'm just trying to tell you I feel like I'm drowning
You've been living in a rose-colored world
I've been stuck in the shadows of everybody else around me
I've been trying to take it easier
Know you don't believe me but
I've been trying to find the love
I've been going down down screaming out loud but you didn't hear a thing
You're just a beautiful boy with a cold black heart
Ripping me to shreds, call it avant-garde
Never thought that loving you could be this hard
You're just a messed up, type A, wannabe
Always gotta bring me down
Even when I'm on my knees
Now I gotta find the beauty in the scars
You're just a beautiful boy with a cold black heart
Ripping me to shreds, call it avant-garde
Never thought that loving you could be this hard
You're just a messed up, type A, wannabe
Always gotta bring me down
Even when I'm on my knees
Now I gotta find the beauty in the scars
No, No, No
Never thought that loving you could be this...
No, No, No
Now I gotta find the beauty in the scars