Andy Cypress - Highwaters Lyrics

I can't be depressed if I distract myself and don't accept it
Instrumentals been my crutch, this mic gon' be my bitch, just let it
Don't know what I did to feel like this, each day a deeper message
I might cut the world off while I live inside my mental desperate
Just for a change, cause I can't live my life like this
If it ain't perfect, I ain't do it dawg, you know how bad this gets
Lost my bitch and my best friend and my grandma, I plead the fifth
Don't ask me shit about my life, if you ain't live it keep it zipped
Feel my family don't trust me, chose this life that they don't get
Prophecy still ain't fulfilled, I ain't no bitch, ain't call it quits
It be days I don't wanna live, but being dead don't make no sense
My pops ain't sacrifice his life for a son who can't man up quick
I've been scuffling my demons, got this blood on top my hands
She probably hate me, but I love her from a distance out my hands
Had to fix my life and resurrect my purpose like a man
The days get dark when it's just me alone at night without no plans
Don't trust me with your lil heart now, woah
Eyes on me I play the part down, bro
Maybe I'll see you in the afterlife
Maybe I'll leave you cuz I'm crashing, right
Don't trust me with your lil heart now, woah
Eyes on me I play the part down, bro
Maybe I'll see you in the afterlife
Maybe I'll leave you cuz I'm crashing, right
All my favorite rappers love my shit, so why the f*ck I'm broke?
All my homies sayin' my shit tough, so why my numbers low?
Is it cuz I'm different to the point where they can't pin my flow
It's easy when you sound like someone else but I can't be no clone
Tired of being hyped about a promise that ain't come full circle
Tired of living misunderstood, I'm kicking all these hurdles
Hope the afterlife don't feel like this right here for shit
Everytime I tried to give they threw it in my face and dipped
I been selfish living freely with no sense of feeling guilt
If you took the L's I took you'd understand the way I feel
This shit do sum to your spirit, shit be making me bipolar
I ain't stable mentally so please don't judge me if I'm colder
Light the embers
Don't trust me with your lil heart now, woah
Eyes on me I play the part down, bro
Maybe I'll see you in the afterlife
Maybe I'll leave you cuz I'm crashing, right
Don't trust me with your lil heart now, woah
Eyes on me I play the part down, bro
Maybe I'll see you in the afterlife
Maybe I'll leave you cuz I'm crashing, right