1st Video (MV)

I have a few
Things on my list
Things that I've done
Things that I miss
It used to be him
But I'm way over it
Didn't think I'd be like this oh
Now when I'm dreaming
I stopped reminiscing
Glad I put my past behind me
'Cause back then when I'm spacing out
I would think back to when he was
My first lover
The first to say "you're mine"
The first to take my breath away
Every time he looked into my eyes
And smiled
That was the first time when my heart was taken
And broken into pieces but I know
Through time and with faith
It'll be the first time I feel
My broken heart heal
God I'm a mess
I need You in my life
Overcome my stress
And give me peace in mind
If life was a movie
You're the best of the best
You'll make me a star despite my past oh
Even when I'm falling
Gotta keep believing
Gotta put my faith in His love
'Cause back then when I'm spacing out
I'd remember songs I wrote 'bout
My first lover
The first to say "you're mine"
The first to take my breath away
Every time he looked into my eyes
And smiled
That was the first time when my heart was taken
And broken into pieces but I know
Through time and with faith
It'll be the first time I feel
My broken heart heal
Yea I feel so much
I was so overwhelmed
But now I'm feeling alive again
Yes I feel my heart
Slowly warming up to love myself
To love myself
He won't be the last to say "you're mine"
The last to take my breath away
I'm living life with a million reasons to
Smile
It was the first time when my heart was broken but
I know there's still so many firsts to try
Through time and with faith
This the first time I feel
My broken heart has healed
Yes I feel
My broken heart heal
So I just wanna say
Thank You, to my past
To the ones who broke me
And the ones who taught me
How to be true to myself
To be stronger, braver
And to truly love myself
I want to thank my present
This moment, this life
It's truly a gift from God
The one who always knows what's up
Thank you