I can't believe that I'm here
Crying in my bed
Knowing that I just can't
Have you anymore
Knowing that you're no longer mine
That you're no longer my friend
My best friend for life
And I don't get to say goodnight
But all I ever did was love you
All I ever did was miss you
All I ever wanted was to stay by your side
I'd do anything to be there by you right now
You're all I ever wanted in my life
And I wish that this was a lie
Just a nightmare in my mind
It just can't be true
No not this
I can't live without you
I'm so lost and confused
I don't know what I did to you
Did I hurt you did I lose something
Oh what did I do
All these years that we spent together
Was it nothing
Was it all not worth it to you
Oh I'm so bruised
Oh I'm so confused
All I ever did was love you
All I ever did was try to never hurt you
All I cared about is how you feel
How we are
I put you above all else
Even myself
I didn't know what happiness was
Without you
What is life
What is love
How will I ever fill this hole in my heart
I'm so lost
And confused about it all
What am I doing
What do I do from now on
I just can't
I don't know
How to live
I just don't
Tell me please
Why do I deserve this
All I ever did was love you
I loved you
So much
It's not fair how people change
It's not fair that things change
I never changed
I wish I did but I never did
Or maybe I did
But
I don't know what to do without you
I'm just so lost and confused
I don't even know how to end this