Turtle Dreams Video (MV)

Welcome to my world
Forgive me Its fragile
It's not what I wanted
But just what I needed
Just when I need it
They won't believe this
Give me one more reason just to pack my shit and leave it all behind me
Whoa now, this feeling overloads now
I'm trading in my everything
This is just the opening
Its everything I wanted, yeah
I hope you enjoy the show
I swear that I need it I swear that I mean this
Under your spotlights I feel sort of human
I need interaction I need the attention
This cosmos seemed empty til I spawned into it
I know I'm conceited but bitch I'm the realest
Love me or hate I'll stand on your stage
I'll carry all your burdens stay anxious for days
Whoa now, give me more now help me grow now
Anything your needing from me even if it slowly kills me
Whoa now, take it slow now, live and learn now
I'm far from perfection
So I guess you'll learn your f*cking lessons
Hello aspirations we meet here again
Destruction by natures been my only friend
I've self medicated and cant sleep tonight
So I'll write these words and you can dissect the lines
Intoxicated, paranoia, I'm obligated
Self destructing, narcissistic, my colors fading
Unrealistic, I'm a being from imagination
Feed me light, I've been held captive by deprivation
Breathe in slow It's out of my control now
Feelings grow infatuated, whoa now
Take it slow in love with who I cant be
Self obsessed with everything I cant reach
And I dream of the day
When they cant believe their eyes
They'll see what I've made and the price that i've payed
To make me so unforgettable
Nothings impossible, achieve you're unstoppable
We only get one life so don't f*cking waste it
You know what you want so believe in the everything
We only get one life so here we go
I love it, i hate it
I cannot replace this
This feeling of loathing goodbye to the old me
I build to destroy then construct, recreate it
A powerful being made of substance and energy
Goodbye