Stolen
Hours
They all drown into one another
Just borrowing from future regrets
Make the case that it all feels better
All dried out
Fighting again
For you to show up when it matters
Biting
Grasping at straws to just keep from going under
Rolling over days
Darkness turns to grey
Loneliness it fades
Struggling to get to you
Restless
Resisting again
Watch the trauma as it passes
Back tracking lost one today
Burned it down now there's nothing but ashes
It's not linear
Don't discount what comes tomorrow
Just bottling all of this violence as you try
To choke it down