40 days to reach the sun
I draw a line, the countdown is on
40 nights until I'm gone
I always knew this day would come
I'm alone in the darkness
Last night I wrote them a letter
About what I should and shouldn't have done
Why didn't I do it sooner ?
The weight of every mistake
Cuts through me like a thousand blades
I wish I could go backwards
And I wander in the darkness
With all my fears and all my thoughts
And I wonder what will be left
Will I be missed when I'm gone ?