Every place I visit I feel lost
Going home is nothing like before
Keeping secrets is already hard
Тоо many demons in my mind
It's inside me, these battles I see
Through every storm, I'll still be me
I'll hold the light, from deep, I'm free
But what I find is, the war, you see
Paranoia whispered in my ear
Learning to be cold, suppressing tears
Stuck between the truth and your endless lies
In the shadows grip, nowhere to hide
It's inside me, these battles I see
Through every storm, I'll still be me
I'll hold the light, from deep, I'm free
But what I find is, the war, you see
Overwhelmed, confused but laughing
Walking contradiction, I am
I'm not there but I'm still trying
No one hears the thoughts in my mind
Only I can leave them behind.
Who would I be, had I not known
All the trials through which I've grown