[ Featuring jacx! ]
I'm sorry I
It took me writing songs to realize
My feelings for you were never true
Sorry, I wish they were genuine too
Yeah, wish I knew how to love you
Forgive me, won't you?
I really thought I knew truth
My muse
I would've sworn it was love, but now I see
I just craved the comfort of your company
A warm body to hold the cold at bay
But hearts can't thrive where shadows stay
I'm sorry I
Couldn't match the rhythm of your heart
I tried
But holding onto us was sacrifice
Mistook your light for something divine
I wrapped myself in what wasn't mine
Not what you deserved, not the way I tried
Now the truth feels like the heaviest lie
Forgive me, won't you?
For the way I held on when I shouldn't
For the promises I made when I couldn't
For building dreams on fragile ground
And leaving you when cracks were found
But time has carved its lessons deep
I've grown through truths I had to keep
I see now love is more than need
It's roots that grow; it's hearts that bleed
I've learned to hold, to give, to trust
To cherish love, not turn it to dust
The mirror shows a truer me
A heart that's whole, not lost at sea
Couldn't love you as you deserved
But I hope you see, I've finally learned
That love is patient, love is kind
It's more than warmth; it's soul aligned
And though I failed you in the past
I've found my truth, my love, at last
My love at last, at last
My love at last, at last
