Anndi Writes - Positive Results (Live) (Live) Lyrics

Reports from doctors always made me anxious
The possibility of having a positive result would run across my mind and I'd hate it
Like doctors had the authority to speak life or death over me
Like I put more faith into the doctor's words than the most high who came and rescued me
Like the report had more intel than the one who created every curve
Counted every strand of hair
And clothed every layer of skin on my body
I hoped for a negative result
Even if I carried all they symptoms of this possible disease
I hoped for a negative result
You don't understand this disease could possibly kill me
I hoped for a negative result
But why me?
I don't have the strength to compete
I'm in a place of being inadequate, this is not for me
Couldn't God choose someone more worthy?
Couldn't God choose someone else who deserved this heat?
I feel like I go through more hell than I find peace
Always pleading God to save me from this disease, yet I turn around and go back to doing the same things
Repeatedly
Then the doctor told me
"Ma'am your report came back positive for this disease"
But I don't understand doc
Wasn't I cautious?
Didn't I abide by all the rules and follow my logic?
Didn't I give to charity- I mean wasn't I gracious?
Wasn't I patient?
Well only when God didn't take long to give me what I wanted, but we did have relation
Did I not put in the work that needed to be done for my salvation?
Did I not provide for the needy?
Look on my instagram account and you'll believe me
How can I test positive for living in the flesh when all my life I have been doing good deeds?
See that's the thing
That's what we do in reality
Carrying the symptoms of
Pride, believing we don't need anybody
Lust, looking at individuals as if they're walking pornography
Wrath, companion with anger
Envy, living with jealousy
Sloth, when productivity becomes lazy
Greed, wanting more than you need
Gluttony, eating more than you should feast
And these are just the seven deadly sins
Imagine the other symptoms we may carry
The only way we can fight this disease is if we pick up our cross daily
Willing to kill the infection that is our flesh
The more we feed it, the closer it will bring us to death
We can't cover up these symptoms trying to do our best
Our works will not get us nowhere
It will not bring us into the next
The only way we can progress is if we follow Jireh
He is the head
Let him intervene into your life and help you battle your flesh
There is only one cure to this disease
It is Elohim
He is your daily dose
Your Healer
Your Med
He is your provider let Him give you rest
If you would trust God's process
You would see trials and storms are only tests
And if spiritual warfare comes with its army of bad spirits thinking they will leave a negative effect
You better serve hell notice cause God has not failed you yet
Strap yourself with the full armor of God and let Him use you
Cause when you serve the Lord Almighty, you will never lose
No disease
No weapon formed against shall conquer you
You better step into your purpose because it was made for you
Cause reports from doctors always made me anxious
The possibility of having a positive result would run across my mind and I'd hate it
But I know the Creator of the universe has a plan
And if He calls it, nobody can take it