Want to want to want to know you
Know the way that your heart beats
Want to want to want to throw me
On my bed, across my sheets
Want to want to want to show you
How I am when no one sees
Want to want to want to show you
How I look down on my knees
Want to want to want to hold on
What if we aren't what I think
What if we aren't what I think
Like a bird pulling worms
When the insects aren't enough
Tripping over my words
I'm trying to spill my guts
Putting me in my place
So tender, so tough
With a smirk on your face
I'm begging, it's not enough
When I want to want to want to know you
Know the way that your heart beats
Want to want to want to throw me
On my bed, across my sheets
Want to want to want to show you
How I am when no one sees
Want to want to want to show you
How I look down on my knees
Want to want to want to hold on
What if we aren't what I think
What if we aren't what I think
Like the flies eating well
The softest flesh goes first
In my eyes you can tell
That holding back just hurts
Kissing each of your features
To pray my lips recall
When you ask what I need here
I beg you, I need your all
When I want to want to want to know you
Know the way that your heart beats
Want to want to want to throw me
On my bed, across my sheets
Want to want to want to show you
How I am when no one sees
Want to want to want to show you
How I look down on my knees
Want to want to want to hold on
What if we aren't what I think
What if we aren't what I think
What if- what if
What if we aren't what I think
What if
Can you beat me, can you mark me
Yellow, purple, make it dark, please
Cover my face, your spit, my spit
I can take another hit
So get me so high, f*ck me up
Just make me nothing but your doll
Can you do it, can you, please
Tell me this is just a tease
Look at me and crush my dreams
Just let me know it's fantasy
Just let me know it's fantasy
I need to know it's fantasy
It's just a stupid fantasy
It's just a stupid fantasy
It's just a stupid fantasy
Want to want to want to know if
Anything you said was real
Want to want to want to know if
You even thought of how I'd feel
I want to make you feel this pain
The angry tears that drown the spark
I want to throw it in your face
The hope you broke inside my heart
I want to make you hear me say
You're so much less than what I thought
You're so much less than what I thought
You're so much less than what I thought
You're so much less than what I thought