Anodes - Selective Memories Lyrics

I've been choking on the right words
Even when I get them out it's like you're deaf
But instead of not hearing you're not caring
I would swallow all my regrets and live with them forever
Even if there was a chance just to take it all back
The best lessons are learned from mistakes
As long as we recognize them for what they are
Instead of pretending like they never happened
I've been trying hard to get a grasp on what makes you think you're special
But I can not come up with anything that would be relevant
Fierce jealousy and judgement are the only things that you've contributed
And it's a shame that you can't see the affects of your actions
I've always wondered where you got your standards from
Are you judging them from what you know now or from what you knew back then?
Do you even remember where you've been?
I've always wondered where we got our standards from
Are we judging them from what we know now or from what we knew back then?
Do we even remember where we've been?